soul retrieval through my dream after taking part in the New Moon twin ray reiki master attunement

I wanted to share with you my experience after participating in the twin rays reiki meditation on the new moon. This is the story of my dream I had the following night. In my dream, my husband and I were entering into a motel room and there was three other men in the room with us and all of them were me. One was an East Indian prince, the other a Japanese warrior, and the other a Chinese warrior dressed similarly to the terracotta warriors unearthed in China. These people were all me and yet separate. The dream then showed me as the young India prince. I was in love with a beautiful woman and I asked this woman to marry me she replied, “not until your six feet tall”. I understood this to not meaning that I have to grow taller just that I needed to mature and be more of a man. I was immature was very obedient to my parents doing whatever asked of me. As I remember in my dream time goes buy and I’m in a beautiful big library standing on a platform, this I understand as to symbolize that I have matured but the woman I love still doesn’t want to marry me and I was so distraught that I kill myself. Now back to the motel room with my husband and the other men/me’s. I turn my head to see myself as the Japanese warier turning his bow and arrow to face himself with his feet holding part of it and turned around and yelled at him to stop but were too late he had already done it. At the point that he was struck with the arrow so was the Chinese warrior and the Indian prince all at the same time but also I was struck with an arrow in my neck. I looked at my husband with dismay but wasn’t overly concerned, I pull the arrow out of my neck and my husband tries to stop me but I did it before he could stop me and he says that ‘I’m going to get blood all over him’. He instructs me to just lay down and take it easy and he steps out of the room saying ‘he’ll check on me in ten minutes’. So I’m laying on the bed and all of the other aspects of myself are gone, I am completely relaxed thinking to myself, this is all an illusion and I’m fine. I could feel myself 'floating away’, very peaceful when I was just about completely gone I was abruptly awakened, I believe by my grandmother who passed or by another spirit who’s very close to me. It was an amazing dream, I am looking forward to the next new moon reiki session. I have also signed up for the Mary Magdalene energy portal and I just love it, although I need to be careful as to when I use it because it leaves me more than a little spaced out afterwards but it's great before bed.
Love and Light,
Serina